February 2010
crossing my fingers for tomorrow. just a few more...
January 2010
Your mind's sick again. I'm tasting nothing but...
Another year gone down the drain like the last
So many expectations to live up to along with your wary eyes
Given up on this life, we only work to die
This is how to say goodbye and hello at the same time
You don’t see what plans I have in my head
I’ll see what comes for me
And I play these mistakes on rusted strings but I can’t go back and play it
And you might think that it’s the end for...
Hero - Regina Spektor
no one’s got it all
I want to scream all the right things at you, the...
i need a rush to keep me alive
not something really crazy, just something that will make my mind get lost for a while.
tonight was pretty successful :)
i fucking love car rides at night.
there’s something just so, thrilling and sensational about it.
windows rolled down. ciggarette smoke trailing behind leaving disgused paths. full moons smiling down at our brilliant laughter. it’s something.
I'm going to say hello to my enemy tomorrow. Maybe...
one thing I will always be in love with
is deep conversation.
I know who I want to be.
I know what I want to do.
I want to help people.
I’m not so scared anymore.
I really wish people could just take a honest look around them,
and soak in the worlds beauty.
And look, I mean really look.
and realize how much they’ve been given.
and then realize how much they’ve lost because of themselves.
I don't know what I'm doing, but I'm going to try.
You make my insides twist,
and turn and churn and throw up inside itself.
It’s been writhing about like this all night,
and I don’t think I’ll ever be the same.
If I see your face now,
I run the other way.
When will you wake up, boy?
And see the damage all around you.
It’s all your doing.
can you please please, just this once, tell the...
I'm counting down the times on my fingers...
when this has happened.
like seriously. seriously.
just..
leave me be.
you don’t need me.
And I am not something to be toyed with and thrown around anymore.
I am better than that.
You just can’t leave me, can you?
I can be friends.
But that is impossible with you.
I know you feel like somethings missing.
But who’s fault is that?
I won’t be manipulated anymore,...
to be completed before the death of me:
sleep on a roof and watch the stars
fall in love
go to a beautiful country and take extravagent pictures
help someone save themselves
learn how to really play guitar
run away
find myself
perform onstage with a band
kiss in the rain with someone who’s actually worthy of my love
more will be added later
On A Kite ft. Linny In The City- A Sunet Diary
I would like you to tell me something.
ask me something, vent to me, tell me your secrets.
www.formspring.me/citysneversleep
And then the words I thought were right meant...
i’m in love with the moon and the stars,
in love with the way a pasture looks when wind courses through it like thin hairs, in love with the way chills run down your spine after reading something that touches you, touches you like the fingertips of your loved one reaching across your collarbone, in love with the moment at which you finally give a thought to what the words you misunderstood...
life
is so suprising lately.
i’ve learned the most this year
yet it’s only january
i’ve learned how to cope with friends
getting over love
finding love everywhere
it really can be around the corner,
a bright light smiling at you,
that you’ve never seen so bright before
until you really see,
simple things are all you need.
I’ve never ever….. felt like this before.
I really don’t know what it is.
But I just wish I wasn’t such an indecisive piece of shit sometimes.
it’d make this a lot eaiser.
trait snapshot:
messy, depressed, introverted, feels invisible, does not make friends easily, nihilistic, reveals little about self, fragile, dark, bizarre, feels undesirable, dislikes leadership, reclusive, weird, irritable, frequently second guesses self, unassertive, unsympathetic, low self control, observer, worrying, phobic, suspicious, unproductive, avoidant, negative, bad at saving money,...
Out of all the people, I think I should know what...
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